14 August 2010

Changes for better or for worse?

I started this post a very long time ago.  It just proves one of the many things I struggle with so much, and hate about myself...

lack of consistency and follow through, especially on things I need to do for myself.

You see, I wrote about two days of Kinship, but I never got any further.  There were four days, and they were all great, and I wish I had written about all of them while I still remember.  But it just didn't happen.

I really would like to be a good blogger, but I'm too obsessed with other things--mainly porn--to seem to get such done.

Well, here is the post from the past--the far distant past--like spring of 2008 I think.

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Living on the other side of the world from where I last wrote is quite a change. I'm in Asia again, living in an Asian New York (ANY). I'm back to my old job, teaching English, but I also have some administrative duties as well. I'm not sure that is a good idea, but they asked me, and I said if they were stupid enough to ask a right brained person to do a left brained persons work, I would try.

Actually, several years ago I took an online test which told you what your job would be if you lived in a medieval society. A young, very intelligent, German friend of mine told me about it. He had taken it and it said he should be a duke, or some other personage of note. So I look it on a lark, just for fun.....It said I would be a benevolent ruler. So...I'm hoping it is prophetic and that I am able to "rule" well and with grace and equity but with tolerance and wisdom.