STD testing and Anger

I'm angry again tonight.  Only about a 7 on the scale, but enough to notice.  I came home from work again pretty late.  Stopped by the super market to get some milk and salad stuff...good thing I did...we were completely out of milk, a necessity at breakfast for me.

It isn't so much the lateness but the fact that I am still not at all ready for tomorrow's classes.  Why can't I really work hard for about an hour after classes finish at 4:30 and get my stuff done?  It just never happens.  I'm tired from class, I want--need a break.  That break never gets broken, and I end up writing emails, and other stuff that needs to be done, but does not contribute to my peace or calmness of mind when tomorrow morning comes and a new day of class starts.

And tomorrow is mid-term testing, so there is no choice but to be ready.  I can't fake this one.

The Dr. finally called me back, much later than I expected that he would even be at the office--oh crap I forgot to ask him how to get a print out of the results!  He told me everything was negative.  For the first time in my life, that much negativity was a VERY GOOD thing.

Since a few days after my last overnight at Hamilton Hotel Sauna (which I still haven't finished blogging about) I have had some red places and discomfort on the "goods" which raised some concerns.  I was about to think I might have gotten herpes from that cock slut that blew me.

Since I have never been really checked out since coming to Korea, I decided it might be a good time.  The STD tests cost more than I expected, about $150, and it took over a week to get all the results.  It was the result of the herpes test that I was waiting on and most worried about.  But hey, now I know I don't even have the cold sore type, which I thought I probably did, though I don't ever get cold sores.  

Since thankfully it isn't herpes, it must be the same thing I had a few years ago in another town.  The Korean Dr. there said it was just a normal everyday bacteria gone a bit crazy.

So I'm very happy about the STD test result, and angry about not getting my test prep finished, and writing this blog didn't get me any closer to that goal either, but I really wanted to tell someone about this...GI Joe is never available to talk about it!  ARGH!!!